RDP Monday: SNAZZY
When I was a little kid
I desperately wanted to fit in
I wanted to wear what the other girls wore
I wanted to play with the same kinds of toys that the kids with
I wanted to ride a bike with yellow streamers and rollerskate and have a shag haircut.
Oh. My. God.
I desperatley wanted to be snazzy.
I wanted to sparkle and shine like the neighborhood girls and the girls on tv.
But I never quite got it right.
When it came to crunch time
I got the wrong haircut, asked for the wrong toys, and the clothes I wore
never looked right on me and I never came close to looking like the girls I knew or saw
on tv.
This is what I did manage-even though I was snazzless.
I made friends with the neighborlady whose father, I learned many years later,
had been an executioner.
I used to take tea with her and we watched Dark Shadows as soon as I got home from
school ( I was eight ).
I didn’t ride the bike with the streamers flowing from the handlebars
but 6 years after learning to ride bikes, I learned to ride dirt bikes ( thanks Darrin ) just
before I turned 13.
By the time I was in highschool I had the wrong hairstyle, wore the wrong clothes, I was
dateless until I graduated from highschool
I was not snazzy by a long shot.
On the other hand, I played lead guitar in rocks bands, I won more writing contests
then I lost I wore a
spiffy leather jacket and I was on the Honor Roll.
At the end of the day, I will be the first to say I wan’t a bit snazzy but I think I was
maybe,
just maybe
I made it close to being the
Cat’s Pajamas.
Ah, good for you!!! I’m sure there was someone you didn’t even notice that wanted to be you!
That’s what my Nan used to say, but I can’t imagine anyone wishing for that !
Some people don’t have the courage to be themselves and admire those who do.