Sunday Mourning

I wrote this based on a conversation I had with a friend over 40 years ago.

My friend had stopped by for a visit. She was living a hard life and married to a good for nothing biker dude. She had a son and her son was about three at the time.

I walked her out to her car and before she got in she told me, ” sometimes I wish it would snow and me and ( her husband and son ) would see it through our bedroom window and we  feel warm and peaceful and happy and then we would fall asleep and never wake up again.

That was the saddest conversation I have ever had in my life.

Sofala
Russell Drysdale

Last night

I had a dream that the world had ended.

In my dream I wasn’t sure if it had just ended or if it had ended 50 years ago.

The houses and trees and even the sky  above me were covered with dust and the air was

still

( if there was any air at all ).

And I thought I would feel a little sad

maybe even a little scared or lost that the world had ended so quietly

and the only person left to mourn it was me

because

 al I felt was relief

sweet, sweet relief

that it was gone,

The Saddest Gravestone

One summer I explored a local cemetery and among the hundred or so gravestones I saw that day- this was the saddest one.

Photo A.M. Moscoso

Somethings that you see in life haunt you, some make you sad others make you angry.

This little gravestone made me feel all of those things.

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So Noted

Marie-Antoinette, Queen of France Élisabeth Vigée Le Brun1779/1788

I refuse to be enslaved by a calendar or chained to a clock,

so

Happy Halloween, everyone.

Photographer Unknown

I’m Spicy

Anita Marie Godfrey
1967
Honokaa, Hawaii
Photo Catalina Godfrey

When my nieces were little girls, I was telling them stories about  our family

and it came up in the conversation that I was half white and half Filipino

and my niece who was about three at the time had an ‘ ah ha ‘ moment and she said

” Oh! So you are a Jalapeno! “

I pondered on this for a moment and then I said-

” Yes. Yes I am. “