Inspired by Fandangos Story Starter Prompt #169

My mother has a set of photo albums that she keeps in the bottom drawer of her dresser.
The albums are bound with cord, and the pictures aren’t held into place by sheets of plastic. They’re held in place by crisp little paper corners that have turned yellow with age. “Memories ” are stamped in cursive on the cover of each album.
Each album is filled with pictures of my Mom smiling, she is sitting next to Christmas trees and at picnics, she is sitting on a blanket and making faces into the camera.
I don’t know who any of the other people are in those pictures. They smiled more than anyone I knew or saw in our home.
Once, my Mom caught me about to take one of her photo albums out of the drawer. I was sitting cross-legged in front of her dresser, and when I looked up at her, she was scowling. Her face was red. There was no trace of the smiling lady from those albums on her face.
She reached into the drawer and pulled out an album. She pressed the album to her chest and told me to never ever touch her ‘memories’ again.
She told me to go away.

It’s not as if there weren’t pictures of me next to Christmas trees or in Halloween costumes or at picnics. But those pictures were in a drawer in the writing desk in the hallway.
Some were in albums that had sunsets or flowers on the covers. Most of the pictures inside of those albums were starting to turn yellow.
Some of the pictures were fading. I don’t think it mattered to her.

My Dad used to open that drawer.
Sometimes, he put pictures inside of the albums and sometimes he just dropped pictures into the drawer.
” Don’t you want my memories, Dad? ” I would ask him sometimes.
He never answered me. He just looked right through me,
as if I were a ghost.
