She Took My Bomp

A few years ago I got a terrible, horrible haircut at a Salon in Puyallup, Washington.

I went from having kind of wild looking wavy hair ( which was styled that way on purpose ) that went really wild and crazy because during the COVID-19  lockdown I couldn’t get my hair done, so it got out of control.

I went to this salon ( across the street from where I parked my Jeep at the train station)  because I noticed that the women walking in and out of it all had long hair so I thought I they could style my hair.

HA.

My millennial stylist evened my layers which made my hair flat and then she gave me the same exact short bob that my Mom had, that my Grand Aunt had, that the little old ladies that caught the bus at my stop near my home that lived at the Senior Housing complex had.

She turned me into a little old lady.

I eventually got a hold of my regular stylist and he fixed the damage, but it took forever to grow out.

Here’s the thing.

When I looked into the mirror and saw that old lady bob on my head, I stopped wearing makeup, I would throw on a tshirt and a sweater and I didn’t touch my regular clothes for months.

I lost the bop in my hop if you will.

Oh. And the cut was so out of character for me that my family had a mini-intervention because they thought I super depressed and in my depression had hacked my hair off.

I wish I could say that I didn’t let something like a horrific haircut that aged me 20 years did not push me off the edge and that I embraced this look and made a grand statement with it.

But I didn’t.

I really wish I had.

AI Artwork By: The Pumpkin Empress

Inspired By The Prompt: JAUNTY

Upon Reflection

I remember when I was little and I was at some family event with my parents.

My Mom was watching my cousins play ball, some of them ran up to her and sang a song that they had learned in school. Another proudly showed her a ribbon he had won in an event called ” Field Day “.

Then my Mom looked down at me and I will never forget the the look of disappointment on her face.

Sometimes when I go back on that memory I try to not remember that last part, but it’s hard not to.

Gertrude Abercrombie
American, 1909–1977
“Self-Reflection”, 1953

Word Of The Day Challenge: THINK TWICE

The Forever Ghost

RDP Monday: FLINTY

 

I used to walk, quietly, softly up the stairs to my room so as not to make a floorboard crack or moan

When I sat at the table for dinner with my family, I chewed slowly with my head down and I never looked up or met anyone’s gaze

If someone said my name, or called to me from another room would I back into a shadow until they went away. They only ever said my name a couple of times and I heard a sigh of relief when I didn’t answer ‘ I’m here. ‘

I haunted my family, when I was alive and not that I’m not alive I am doing the same to the people who sometimes live in our house.

I had so much practice you see. I am so good at what I do

I had a lifetime in practice in the art  of being dead.

Il palazzo degli spiriti
‘The Palace of The Spirits ‘
Romolo Tessari (1868 – 1925)

When This You See

I really didn’t watch a lot of straight up horror films this Halloween, because by THE BIG DAY I was sick to death of watching people do truly hideous things to  other people because it gave them the feels ( looking at YOU Republicans ).
Still, I did find some gems to dive into and here they are- three movies that told three great stories just in time for Halloween:

Midjourney creations and styles by Irina Shamaeva

Midjourney creations and styles by Irina Shamaeva