A Muse Me

Photo by David Bartus

We can be moved by

fear

or by trains and dreams and time

We can be moved by

music

and a kiss or a promise or pain

We can be captured by

nothingness

and disappear into it

as if

we never were.

Move me

I say to that song, that story,  those splashes of colors

on  canvas, on a wall, on skin

every chance I get.

 

Daily Addictions Prompt: Transport

Sweet No More

She should have been a ballerina

a Girl Scout

a collector of dolls.

She should have had a sweet laugh

her hair should have been in pigtails

her knee socks should have matched.

When did the darkness settle

in her eyes, fill her heart

when did it murder

her laugh?

When was the monster born

and when exactly

did that little girl die?

 

Daily Addictions Prompt: ATROCITY

Malvados Sueños

 

I dreamt you died last night

and

I woke up beaming into the darkness.

If you ever cared for me, loved me, desired me

I hope you will die

when I close my eyes

every night

just

for me

just to make me smile.

 

Inspired By The Daily Addictions Prompt: Enigma

 

 

The Horror of Me

It doesn’t matter how hard I have tried

how many hours I spend

refining my talents, working on my projects, living the dream.

Missed buses, missed connections, I have never flown above it all

Until I put words on a page.

My stories are marks I have left on the world

 they are bruises that will never heal

screams that will never end

cries that begin at dusk and creep like fog along the ground

and

I am very good with that one small thing I can do.

I am

Practiced.

 

Daily Addictions Prompt: Practice