RDP Wednesday – FLAIR
desired my world.
Each ruined moment, each lost dream, each cold kiss.
brought them to life, gave them meaning, when I could not.
Where the demons run free and the monsters run wild
and nightmares sprout like weeds.
Enjoy your stay, it’s going to be a scream.
For just a second
for one glorious second
I thought I saw monsters in the woods today.
I was wrong, wasn’t I?
RDP Monday: EPHEMERAL
RDP Saturday: PEACE
RDP Friday: ROSE
At my last job, we had a ‘flower room’.
That’s the room where we kept flowers before we set them out for the Funerals.
I buried the lead, sorry.
I worked in a funeral home and we had room where we kept the flowers.
Because the room was windowless and fed non stop by a state of the art air conditioning unit, it was cool. It was also the room you went through to get to the embalming room.
The door to the flower room was never open for very long.
I’m sure you understand why.
So this is what happened after being around the heavy scent of flowers.
Every time I am around flowers- like if I’m in a garden center , or in the flower section at the grocery store or someone is wearing perfume and the high notes are floral, I have about 5 seconds to enjoy the smell before it’s chased away by the memory of the scent of a freshly embalmed body.
The memory passes as quickly as it happens, but after all of these years it still does happen,
But it’s also a reminder- roses and lilies and other flowers most certainly do represent love and life and beauty and who does not want a bunch of those bad boys showing up on your doorstep on Valentines Day with a little gift on the side?
Sadly, in my case, the scent of roses is tinged with a sad reminder about life and how frail it really is.
I still love flowers- I just wish their scent stayed with me a little longer before I am reminded that it is all very, tragically, temporary.