RDP Friday – Regret

I should have pushed my way to the front of the line

and held the door open wide for everyone else

less.

I should have laughed harder

 and not answered back

so promptly

when I was spoken to.

I should have

been

less obedient

less compassionate

I should have been more hateful

more deceitful

I should have  been so much less

so I could have lived more

like the faces that rush by me

and call me friend.