Live For Today ( and the rest of the week )

Thursday Inspiration #284 Let’s Live For Today

I’ve chosen two songs from my ‘tweens’  that said to me- hey! Go on take a chance and just DO IT! Get out there and find true love!  (hahah t like I was an expert at failed romances and finding true love when I was 12 years old ) But I understood enough that the people in these songs were going to take a leap and shake their lives up. I liked that idea- don’t you?

Happy Hawaii

Song by

ABBA

Early this morning I drove in the rain
Out to the airport to get on the plane
Hey Honololu, I’m going to happy Hawaii
Alice has been there, she said it was fun
Swimming and surfing, enjoying the sun
Hey Honololu, we’re going to happy Hawaii
After all I’ve had to go through
I’m making no plans (making no plans oh-ooh)
ButI, but I believe love gives me a second chance
Guess I’ve been working a little too hard
Need a vacation, I’ll send you a card
From Honololu, a greeting from happy Hawaii
It’s so exciting, why should I pretend?
In a few hours the plane will descend
Hey Honololu, we’re going to happy Hawaii
(We’re going to Honolulu, we’re going to Honolulu)
I can imagine the beach and the sand
Walking with someone and holding his hand
Hey Honololu, we’re going to happy Hawaii
(We’re going to Honolulu)
After all I’ve had to go through
I’m making no plans (making no plans oh-ooh)
But I, but I believe love gives me a second chance, mmm
I’ve got a feeling the dream will come true
Someone is waiting and I’ll forget you
Hey Honololu, we’re going to happy Hawaii
(We’re going to Honolu-)
Songwriters: Benny Goran Bror Andersson, Bjoern K. Ulvaeus, Stig Erik Leopold Anderson. For non-commercial use only.

Escape (The Pina Colada Song)

Song by

Rupert Holmes

I was tired of my lady
We’d been together too long
Like a worn out recording
Of a favorite song
So while she lay there sleepin’
I read the paper in bed
And in the personal columns
There was this letter I read
If you like piña coladas
And gettin’ caught in the rain
If you’re not into yoga
If you have half a brain
If you like makin’ love at midnight
In the dunes on the cape
Then I’m the love that you’ve looked for
Write to me and escape
I didn’t think about my lady
I know that sounds kinda mean
But me and my old lady
Had fallen into the same old dull routine
So I wrote to the paper
Took out a personal ad
And though I’m nobody’s poet
I thought it wasn’t half bad
Yes, I like piña coladas
And gettin’ caught in the rain
I’m not much into health food
I am into champagne
I’ve got to meet you by tomorrow noon
And cut through all this red tape
At a bar called O’Malley’s
Where we’ll plan our escape
So I waited with high hopes
And she walked in the place
I knew her smile in an instant
I knew the curve of her face
It was my own lovely lady
And she said, “Oh, it’s you”
Then we laughed for a moment
And I said, “I never knew”
“That you like piña coladas
And gettin’ caught in the rain
And the feel of the ocean
And the taste of champagne
If you like making love at midnight
In the dunes on the cape
You’re the lady I’ve looked for
Come with me and escape”
If you like piña coladas
And gettin’ caught in the rain
If you’re not into yoga
If you have half a brain
If you like making love at midnight
In the dunes on the cape
I’m the love that you’ve looked for
Write to me and escape
Yes, I like piña coladas
And gettin’ caught in the rain
I’m not much into health food
I am into champagne
I’ve got to meet you by tomorrow noon
And cut through all this red tape
At a bar called O’Malley’s
Songwriters: Rupert Holmes. For non-commercial use only.

Absent

I have an theory about why I have been so distracted and absent minded and why it is that I just don’t feel like writing.

I think it’s because inside of my head is such a dark place right now that NOTHING wants to live in there.

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Word of The Day Challenge: ABSENT MINDED

The Hard Call

Let me tell you a secret.

I keep a family tree – that’s not the secret.

Yesterday I was updating some of the info and as I did I realized that there were a lot of my relatives who thought I was inferior and treated me that way because I was ‘mixed race ‘.

So do I burn the tree down, or do I continue to use them for inspiration in my stories about monsters?

It is a hard call.

The Library In My Head

Martin Claus
German, 1892–1975
Crime fiction reader
Fliegende Blätter magazine
March, 1933

One of the nifty things I learned about and experienced while I was suffering from severe depression and my sleep cycle was all over the map was Hyper Realistic Dreams or Vivid Dreaming.

Some of my dreams at that time were so vivid and detailed that I remember some of them to the finest detail to this day. If that sounds cool, it isn’t. It felt like my brain spent the day trying to find a home to store these images because they kept popping up hours after I was awake. It wore me out.

My Doctor told me that there were several things that caused Hyper Realistic Dreams, but nobody really understood WHY they happened.

During the Covid-19 shutdown I remember reading that people were going on line to talk about Vivid dreams and the idea was that people were anxious, depressed and their sleep schedules were probably off so their they were having these vivid dreams.  If you’re stuck at home all day, clocks don’t matter. It’s not a good idea to do walk down that road when your normal day to day life does follow a schedule.

So I’m mentioning hyper realistic dreams because one of those dreams that I had during the dark ages of my depression was about a library.

There were shelves and shelves of books. In this poorly lit library with smooth metallic walls and warped wooden floors. The reading tables were all wooden and  had lion’s feet.T he edges of the tables were trimmed with were rows and rows of gargoyle’s with cat’s faces. Their eyes were all closed.

All of the books had locks on them.   The locks were small and golden- they looked like coins.

I pulled one of the books off of the shelf and I was surprised because the combination for the lock was on the cover and as a rule, I can’t read numbers in my dreams- but this time I could.

I worked the combination on the lock  and before the book opened I could see the title:

Strange Tales From Duwamish Bay

by

A.M. Moscoso

So here is the weird part. I read the story word for word in my dream and when I woke up I remembered all of it. I used it  that week for an on-line writer’s group project that I was in back in 2005

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There’s something buried in the Gardener’s Shed and why would someone bury something that wasn’t dead yet?

The thing in the shed isn’t buried very deep, so if you were to crawl over the dead fall in front of the door and were able to push your way through he matted cobwebs and you didn’t mind the smell of rotting leaves and small unburied creatures you’d find  there under the window a slightly raised mound of earth.

Were you to look at the raised mound long enough and the light somehow managed to find it’s way through the little panes of glass covered with dust and dirt you’d think someone was lying there on their side with one arm cradling their cheek and the other laying comfortably on their side.

Wouldn’t you?

If you brought a flashlight and the beam was bright you might think you could see something wrong with the entire left side of the sleeping figure’s face. You might think that maybe that the face was gone, smashed in by something like that shovel in the corner.

Isn’t that right?

They might wonder what you were doing back there in a rotting shed behind the Manor House in the dead of Night, they might see you take the shovel and try to smooth and pound that little raised mound of Earth flat.

That’s what they’d see wouldn’t they?

So I must ask you again, why would you bury something that is not dead yet?

Go ahead you can tell me.

Just keep your hands were I can see them.

So now here is the part of this experience that I find the most interesting of all.
After I had that dream and wrote the story I read there, my writing style changed.
Love it or not, the thing is I got BETTER at it- In my dream I opened a locked book and found my ‘writer’s voice.
To answer the WP Prompt ” What books would I want to read “,
I’d have say I would want to read more of those books from my dream.