- RDP FRIDAY: TIRED


Word of the Day Challenge: Thirst
Covid Restrictions in Washington State are going to be lifted for fully vaccinated individuals and our state Reopens on June 30th so this is what I’ve missed during the lock down and what I look forward to in June.

Henri Matisse – The Green Pumpkin, c. 1916
Of all the things I’ve missed
since the Covid-19 lockdown began
I have missed October the most.
I have missed being afraid for fun
I have missed haunting cemeteries for sport
I have missed saying ‘boo’ and making people laugh
The lack of October has made me
anxious, tired and sad
I am hungry, I am thirsty for the darkness to return.
I have missed you Darling October
and I have missed your children
Christmas and Halloween.
Snow clouds, thunder storms
falling leaves and icy garden paths
come home soon, I am waiting for your return.
Word of he Day Challenge: Vaccine

Oskar Kokoschka – Knight, Death and Angel I, 1910.
Back
when our state shut down
I was deemed
a non-essential worker and laid off work.
“Lucky you!” Said some people. They actually said that.
“Now you get a government paid vacation.”
I didn’t feel lucky.
It wasn’t a vacation and I had to beg for my benefits every Sunday night.
Then the vaccine was rolled out
and again I was deemed non-essential- back of the line for me
and I stopped looking at my news feed on FB
because Essential people wouldn’t shut the hell up about their shots.
You were deemed essential
you got to keep your job
you were essential so you got your vaccine, you were safe and protected
I got a cloth mask and a bottle of hand sanitizer. Didn’t you see that happening?
And then as the fourth wave hits
I got my shots and my job back but this is what I know:
I didn’t end up in the hospital but a lot of people did.
They were essential. We just were not essential enough.

Photo A.M. Moscoso
Yesterday was Paul Light’s Monday Pet Peeve, but I was so peeved it took me awhile to articulate this because all that came out was ARRRGHHHHHHHHHDAMNIT!
Here it goes.
I do what I’m supposed to do under the Covid-19 Rules in my State.
During the holidays my family didn’t get together- even though we live within a block or two of each other. We stuck to the guidelines about not mixing households.
I wear my masks ONCE- when I get home from work it goes from my face to the washer along with my work clothes. I don’t wear my workshoes in my house. I don’t hang it on my rearview mirror with the notion that the germs on it will die over night.
I wash my hands, I do the social distancing.
My entire family follows the rules and guess what.
None of us got sick- which is good because at least 5 of my family members have underlying health conditions that could make Covid-19 a VERY serious problem for them.
So the problem? My Peeve?
It’s the satellite people in my life that I have to deal with- people on the train, professional acquaintances who think it’s okay to dance off and go to super spreader events, or play like they’re following the rules and then let it slip about how they just “had” to go to this party or that party because it was SO important. Plus nobody was coughing or running a temperature so it’s all good.
I could not possibly careless about the risks these Covaidiots take, but during the work week I have to deal with these jerks one on one. No Zooms for us.
I’m tired of doing what’s right because in doing what’s right for the people I care about, I’m also doing it for a bunch of scum suckers and bottom feeders too.
I wish there was a way to tease those two groups apart because I’ve had it up to my eyeballs with the being forced to care about a bunch of people despise with a passion.
My Monday Peeve is pretty big and it’s still eating at me and it’s Tuesday.