Family History

Years and years ago my youngest son went head first down a wet slide. He shot off the end of it and when he landed he broke his arm.

Over 30  years later I see a picture of my granddaughter ( my youngest son’s daughter ) going down a snowy hill, head first on a saucer sled.

Jemma
February 2024

She made it to the bottom of the little hill without breaking any bones, but I have to admit, when I saw this picture my heart did skip a beat and after I got my breath back-

I had to ask myself, does this surprise me?

A Wedding Story

RDP Tuesday: Honeymoon

Anita and Luis
May 19, 1990
Photo By Doug Godfrey

 

I should have been braver, I should have told the truth

on my wedding day.

 

When I got married I should have worn black,

I should have held my wedding at midnight and served

blood red wine to all of my guests

instead of light and bubbly champagne.

 

To top off this traditional day straight from  a bridal magazine

I got my hair and nails done, I wore a

pretty ivory dress , I smiled a lot. I smiled until my face hurt.

 

And then just before we said our vows

a woman driving by the Church had a seizure and crashed her car

into a telephone pole in the Church’s parking lot.

There were police cars and an ambulance, a firetruck and they

were all wailing like wounded beasts.

 

To this day I think to myself,

someone was telling me I should have told the truth

about who I was on my wedding day instead of spinning a tale

that was nothing close to the truth

in a Church of all places, on my wedding day.

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The Thing About People

I like being  around people who enjoy telling stories about their dogs and cats and the funny things that happened to them two hours or twenty years ago.

I like being around people who read from actual books when they’re riding the train or the bus or flying on an airplane or sitting on a park bench.

I like people who can cook or can’t cook and the interesting stories they share about the most imperfect meal they ever ate. I like it most of all when they don’t whip out their camera and show me a picture of that sorry, yet entertaining,  old meal.

Above it all, I like being around people who know how and when it is time to say

‘good bye’.

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That Little Voice

Word of the day challenge: SECURITY

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About 15 years ago I was taking the bus home.

Across the aisle from me in a bench seat ( so we were sitting face to face ) was a clean cut young man- and by clean cut I mean he had a crew cut,  his button up shirt had short sleeves and peeking from the little vee at his neck waste collar of a ribbed necked  white t-shirt.

He wore khakis and beside him was a backpack- I think it was beige, but I do remember it looked brand new.

What he did next, didn’t really surprise me.

The young man took a deep breath. He closed his eyes and then, very softly he began to pray to his Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. When he opened his eyes they looked feverish. He was smiling. He was having a moment of bliss. Then he reached for his back pack and unzipped it.

Do you know that little voice – the one that screams to move, to not say what you were about to say- that voice. The little voice in my head doesn’t sound pleasant , but that’s probably good because when I hear it I listen and it hasn’t failed me.  It has kept me safe and secure through many a narrow scrapes.

I got up, my eyes never left his face and I headed to the front of the bus and every single hair on the back of my neck and arms was standing straight up.

When I turned around he was looking down into his backpack and then he fished out a granola bar.

He looked right at me and smiled.

I tapped the side of my nose and pointed at him.

He unwrapped his granola bar and I watched him scan one face after another and when he came back to me he chewed his bar slowly and then he reached down and zipped his backpack back up.

That weird young man was praying- and for what I don’t know. Maybe he was just really into granola bars.

Maybe.