WP Daily Writing Prompt: What’s the biggest risk you’d like to take — but haven’t been able to?

Gertrude Abercrombie
I want to be one of those people who get away with opening their mouths and spewing verbal vomit all over the place because, ” they tell it like it is ” or ” they speak their mind ” or ” they’re salty”
Or ‘ they’ve always had an acerbic wit ‘
But that’s a risk I’ haven’t been able to take because the truth is, in this world there are people who can say whatever the Hell they want because they have family or friends who will stand there as those chunks of spew fly into their faces because maybe, just maybe if they eat that crap when it’s their turn to spew, someone will stand there and chuckle and say- ” oh, they just speak their mind.”
I don’t have anyone like that in my life- nobody that I know will excuse me for being a jerk.
So until that time, this is not a risk I will be taking.